Zurich has been a good guy ever since, trying to be good to everyone. He used to show people how he honestly care for them. He is trying to be sensitive of the needs of others rather than his self. He wasn't born rich but that didn't prevent him to finish college in the quest of reaching his ambition in life. However, people had been judging him unfairly. Despite of his achievement and educational background, something in him people usually turn off or sometimes curse or treat him differently.
Zurich talked and walked like gay but he is not. He is trying to control the swaying of his finger and the gay pitch of his voice. But he couldn't, something that is in there since he was born. The moment people see him, they already judge him as that and don't bother to ask him. So sad that every time he present himself, people laughs or sometimes whispers each other with words unpleasing to him.
Zurich tried to show people how happy he is but not to their knowledge, he is very sad on what he is. He don't want to be gay. He don't want to be one and have no intention to be one. And that forced him to work on it. He started controlling his movements and even his voice. Little by little he observed certain changes, but the people surrounds him didn't bother to avoid the same actions they did.
Zurich tried to court ladies and be in loved with them.Started to show affection with opposite sex. At first, it was really hard, no one seems to understand why he is doing that, for all they know he is a gay. How could a gay do that thing, courting a woman who admired and expect a guy will love her. It is something uncommon, something worth the laugh. But that was Zurich, a man born in a gay's body. Was it his fault, was it his failure? something that need to be understand.
More and more on the next post, I will tell you the experiences of Zurich. How he managed to survive and what are the effects of such actions of him in preventing his self from being gay.
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